that's all.

Please STAY.

DON'T promise.


JUST DO IT.

Prove me wrong.

Make me whole.


STAY.

STAY LONGER.

STAY FOREVER.

SAY YOU WILL.


DO IT.

YOU look at ME like


I'm WORTHLESS.


YOU talk to ME like


YOU didn't HURT me.



I look at YOU





And I see a STRANGER.

Surveys from FS Bulletin.

Anyway, I tag MIKKO, JOAQUI, DEANNE, DADDY NEB, DADDY WILEY, DONA SOFIE, TYANG BUDING, COUSIN DJ... Ah basta, lahat kayo!

1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
- Peach. With flowers. Haha!

2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
- "what to eat, what to eat?"

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
- Listening to Across The Universe OST and answering this sarbey. 

4. Honestly, what did you do today?
- Hmm. It's 9:35 am on my clock. If its from 12am today until now... I was at Superklasse. I ate hotshots. Took a bath. Slept for like 2 hours. And planning to sleep again after this. 

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
- When I feel like it is needed to blow up my head a little bit, yeah. Sometimes.

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
- Hmm. Nah.

7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
- Of course. I love cartoons. 

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
- Oh yeah. Of how they can live with themselves.

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
- These days its pretty hard to feel happy. Hmm. But my friends are doing a great job at it.

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
- Nou. Gross.

11. Honestly, what is your mood right now?
- Grumpy. Very grumpy. I'm turning into Capricorn now.

12.Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
- I had 3 episodes of Anorexia since last year. It just started last year.

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
- Totally. I wanna cuddle!

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
- Well. None.

16. Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
- Hate? That doesn't even define it.

17. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
- 'Paris'. But let's call him Collin, he likes to call himself that, I told him he looks like Johnny Depp but he prefers Collin. So, si Collin. Hehehehhehehehehehehehehehhe. Ang daming sinabi! Hindi nyo yon kilala!

18. Honestly, are you loyal?
- Yes. Tried and tested.

19. Honestly, are you in denial?
- If Denial is a kingdom, I am the Queen.

20. Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now?
- Ugh, maybe later.

21. Honestly, who is your best friend?
- Tough one. GAH.

22. Honestly, have you ever consumed alcohol?
- Oh yeah. Hours ago. 

23. Honestly, do you like someone?
- Yes. And make that over Nine Thousand.

24. Honestly, does anyone like you?
- I hope so!

25. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
- Oh geez please, tell me it is. Lol, kidding.

26. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?
- Yeah, just not specifically.




1. Is someone in love with you?
' No. But I hope so.

2. Do you know anyone named Dan?
' Yeah, my manhoe friend Dan.

3. What color is your couch?
' Brown.

4. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
' Make that 'another' family member, bwahaha, "uh, Leila, este, Edna, este, ano nga ba, sino ka nga ba?" LOL!

5. What do you currently want?
' REVENGE. I know, it's bad. I'll just get even. 

6. Favorite ice cream
' Arce Dairy's Pistachio.

9. Does someone like you right now?
' Yes? Haha! My goodness, I pray so.

10. Say you were given a drug testright now. Would you pass or fail?
' Pass.

11. Favorite pop-tart flavor?
' I DONT LIKE TART.

12. Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
' Yes. Yung neighbor namin sa Pasay. Grabe. Wehehe. Pakialam ko ba don!

13. What are your plans for the weekend?
' Drool over the bed. I need rest, really need it.

14. Do you like the color green?
' Yez.

15. What is your dad's best friends name?
' Ninong Jerry.

16. Favorite book right now?
' Stephenie Meyer's. All of 'em! Mushy.

17. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
' Franciszzle Dionisio. My Francizzle Dionisio.

18. Ever driven into the ghetto to buy drug?
' Takin' me to the streets now, eh??? Haha! Nou.

19. Last restaurant you went to?
' Tempura!

20. Favorite kind of candy?
' GUMMI BEARS! And chocolates. Lindt. Hehe!

21. Last voice mail you received?
' I haven't activated mine yet. Loserbiatch.

22. What did you do last weekend?
' Party. *I was with 'Paris' too.* La lang.

23. What's the first thing you would do with five million dollars?
' Count it.

24. How many hours did you sleep for last night?
' I think I haven't slept yet. Kasi kapag hindi ako nakaka-12 hours, puyat ako nun eh?... 

25. Milkshakes...or Blizzards?
' Both!!! Hehehe!

26. Who's the last person that you felt was stalking you?
' Bwahahaha! Felt-- is an understatement! Mikko, answer this for me please! Shet.

27. Have you ever been on your school's track team?
' Nou. Duh. I dont run, I swim.

28. What jewelry are you wearing?
' Since I'm in my jammies... malamang wala!


' Where'd number 29 go?

30. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
' I would be the instigator! Definitely!

31. Favorite drink?
'  Coke. Coca Cola. Heaven. Specially for hangovers.

32. Do you swear at your parents?
' Doesn't that get me like 1 more point to a free pass to hell?

33. Is your phone right beside you?
' It's on the bed.

34. Last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
' OMG, that hot model from Mercator. Ionno his name. Sucks.

35. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
' I WANT HIM TO. Think of me, betch! Think of me! Lol.

If I cry IN FRONT OF YOU

until the day I DIE

It will NEVER be 

enough

to TELL YOU

how much you HURT me

how much you BROKE me

and how much



I LOVE YOU.

It's (not) too late to apologize... like you mean it.

Always remember that SORRY is not a word to be taken for granted. Not a word to be overused. Not a word to say when you're not sincere about it.

When you say sorry, try your best to never do what caused you to apologize, ever again.




I... was too blind to notice it because I was too busy waiting. I expected too much.

It hurts. It fuckin' HURTS.


I'm scared shitless now. Now that it's over. I don't know if you're still gonna be there.

What happened with the "tonight and in the future"?


You said, "I'm not gonna hurt you, Cha..."-- but you did. You are. Right now.  (Remember that? It was my birthday, when you made me watch Forrest Gump.)


The wind is blowing hard on me, making everything so blurry.


I don't know anymore.





What did I do wrong now?

Am I not good enough?




Can someone kick me in the buns or give me a salmonslap? I know you wouldn't believe it, but it's me. It's me. I'm tired of pretending. Of telling you and the world that I'm okay.


Shake me.

This is funny. I got this from Facebook.

This was written by a guy ... it's pretty damn smart.

Girls -- Please have a sense of humor!

I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.

FOR EXAMPLE:

One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.'

I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'

So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear...

'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.'

She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'

Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.

The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said, 'Lets get a pair for each outfit.'

We went on to the jewelry department where she picked out a pair of diamond earrings. Let me tell you... she was so excited. She must have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even know how to play tennis.

I think I threw her for a loop when I said, 'That's fine, honey.' She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement. Smiling with excited anticipation, she finally said, 'I think this is all
dear, let's go to the cashier.'

I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, 'No honey, I don't feel like it.'

Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled, 'WHAT?'

I then said, 'Honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while. You're just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman.'

And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added, 'Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?'

Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either....but at least that bitch knows I'm smarter than her.


Alright Ladies. Forward this if you agree. Hell even if you disagree, forward it anyway.

Men, forward this if you have BALLS !!!!

my budget is 3-4k. 

i'm open to suggestions since i've just been interested in lomography-- today. though my hobby was taking photos and being on photos using a digi cam. 

i hope that someone could help me find a camera-- and teach me how to use it. :)

thanks!

Yun lang. Hehehe. 

When she woke in the middle of the night, she'd turn away from him..



He'd turn to her, kiss her shoulder and hug her from behind..



And again, they float back to neverneverland together.

What ya think? These are my options. Hehehe. If I'm getting the Eye of Horus or the All seeing eye, lower back just above the knicker garters...If I'm getting Isis, the Egyptian goddess she will be across my back, left to right, just below the shoulders...

Anyway...

The Wadjet (or Ujat, meaning "Whole One") is a powerful symbol of protection also known as the "Eye of Horus" and the "all seeing eye". The symbol was frequently used to ensure the safety and health of the bearer and provide wisdom and prosperity.

As the deification of the wife of the pharaoh, the first prominent role of Isis was as the assistant to the deceased king. Thus she gained a funerary association, her name appearing over 80 times in the Pyramid Texts and was said to be the mother of the four gods who protected the canopic jars- more specifically, Isis was viewed as protector of the liver-jar-god Imsety. This association with the Pharaoh's wife also brought the idea that Isis was considered the spouse of Horus, who was protector, and later the deification, of the Pharaoh himself. By the Middle Kingdom, as the funeral texts spread to be used by non-royals, her role also grows to protect the nobles and even the commoners.

By the New Kingdom Isis gains prominence as the mother / protector of the Pharaoh. She is said to breastfeed the pharaoh with her milk, and is often depicted visually as such. The role of her name and her throne-crown is uncertain. Some egyptologists believe that being the throne-mother was Isis' original function, however a more modern view states that aspects of the role came later by association. In many African tribes, the king's throne is known as the mother of the king, and that fits well with either theories, giving us more insight into the thinking of ancient Egyptians.

In another area of Egypt, Isis became one of the Ennead of Heliopolis, as a daughter of Nut and Geb, and sister to Osiris, Nephthys and Set. As a funerary deity, she was associated with Osiris, god of the underworld (Duat) and thus was considered his wife. The two females - Isis and Nephthys - were often depicted on coffins, with wings outstretched, as protectors against evil.

A later legend (ultimately a result of the replacement of another god of the underworld when the cult of Osiris gained more authority), tells of the birth of Anubis. The tale describes how Nephthys became sexually frustrated with Set and disguised herself as the much more attractive Isis to try to seduce him. The plot failed, but Osiris now found Nepthys very attractive, as he thought she was Isis. They coupled resulting in the birth of Anubis In fear of Set's anger, Nephthys persuaded Isis to adopt Anubis, so that Set would not find out. The tale describes both why Anubis is seen as an underworld deity (he is a son of Osiris), and why he could not inherit Osiris' position (he was not a legitimate heir), neatly preserving Osiris' position as lord of the underworld. However, it should be remembered that this story was only a later creation of the Osirian cult who wanted to depict Set in an evil position, as the enemy of Osiris.

In another myth, Set had a banquet for Osiris in which he brought in a beautiful box and said that whoever could fit in the box perfectly would get to keep it. Set had measured Osiris in his sleep so that he was the only person that could fit in the box. Once it was Osiris' turn to see if he could fit in the box, Set closed the lid on him so that the box was now a coffin for Osiris. Set flung the box in the Nile so that it would float far away; Isis went looking for the box so that Osiris could have a proper burial. She found the box in a tree in Byblos, and brought it back to Egypt, hiding it in a swamp. Set went hunting that night and found the box. To make it so Isis could never find Osiris again, Set chopped Osiris' body into fourteen pieces and scattered them all over Egypt. Isis and her sister Nephthys went looking for his pieces, but could only find thirteen of the fourteen. The last piece, his penis, had been swallowed by fish, so Isis fashioned one out of gold. Isis used her magic to put Osiris' body back together and managed to bring him back to life, in which they conceived Horus.

Text resource: Wikipedia

No. This isn't the RETURN OF THE COMEBACK entry. Just something I stole from gorgeous Barbie. And because it's so me to jump in the freakin' bandwagon, I thought I should blog about 2007! I TAG DADDY WILEY! AND DADDY NEB TOO! AND MARK AND PAUL! AND EVERYONE! :)

1) WHERE DID YOU BEGIN 2007?
At my father's house, and we were drunk of white wine, take note, white wine. And, that was way back when we loved each other. LOL.

2) WHAT WAS YOUR STATUS ON VALENTINE'S DAY?
I was S-I-N-G-L-E...

3) WERE YOU IN SCHOOL?
Hell yeah, sweating blood cos of Anatomy classes.

4) HOW DID YOU EARN YOUR MONEY?
Well, by being a good daughterrr to my motherrr...

5) DID YOU HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL?
I'm in the hospital everyday! :)

6) DID YOU HAVE ANY ENCOUNTERS WITH THE POLICE?
Well, not me, But I know someone who was followed by the police all year long! Lav ya, Jake!

7) WHERE DID YOU GO ON VACATION?
The closest to a vacation was going to Pampanga with Mark. :)

8) WHAT DID YOU PURCHASE THAT WAS OVER $1000?
lol! Do I have that much? Of course, NONE! Hahahaha!

9) MEET ANYONE NEW?
Hmmm, yup yup!

10) DID YOU KNOW ANYBODY WHO PASSED AWAY?
Nope, thank God.

11) WAS ANYONE BORN?
Oh, Joyce! She gave birth to another bouncing baby boy, shet, ninang pa pala ako nun! :)

12) DID YOU MOVE ANYWHERE?
YUP! To the land of Far Far Away...

13) HOW DID YOU CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Ohhhh! Dinner with family at home and then Calypso Events gave me a birthday bash at the Super Club.

14) WHAT CONCERT/SHOWS/PLAYS DID YOU GO TO?
Hmmm, well as far as I can remember... We were with Mother, and Jhon and Johnny and everyone when we watched Wi-Fi Body at CCP and then with Mark and Bunso and Johnny at "Insiang". :)

15) ARE YOU REGISTERED TO VOTE?
Yep.

16) WHO DID YOU WANT TO WIN BIG BROTHER?
I don't watch PBB.

17) WHERE DO YOU LIVE NOW?
In a kingdom Far Far Away... Krispy Kremes...

18) HOW DID YOU SPEND YOUR SUMMER BREAK?
I didn't have summer break, I was enrolled in summer class. CDX sucks. Big time.

19) WHAT'S ONE THING YOU THOUGHT YOU'D NEVER DO BUT DID IN 2007?
SURVIVE.

20) WHAT HAS BEEN YOUR FAVORITE MOMENT?
Oh Gawd, there were so many... Oh! There's one, pero secret!!!

21) WHAT'S SOMETHING YOU LEARNED ABOUT YOUR SELF?
That I was way too brave than I expected, that I can really do something if I stay focused and that I can stay out of something if I want to. :)

22) ANY NEW ADDITIONS TO YOUR FAMILY?
Ugh, none. Well women in my family are too old or into menopause already to bear a child. Again. I think there's enough population in my family. The only addition now, if ever, will be coming from me. Pero matagal pa yon.

23) WHAT WAS YOUR WORST MONTH/DAY?
March. Thank God, it's 2008 already!!!

24) WHAT MUSIC WILL YOU REMEMBER 2007 BY?
Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol

25) WHO HAS BEEN YOUR FUNNIEST BUDDY?
Cabie!!! He still is! :) I love that buttcheek so much.

26) MADE NEW FRIENDS?
T-O-N-S!

27) NEW BEST FRIENDS?
Few. :)

28) FAVORITE NIGHT OUT?
Oh God. All of 'em we're at Gov't! But those two nights in Baguio is smackin'!!! Bjooooooorrrnnn! Where are you, love? Bwahahaha! LOL.

29) WHAT SPORTING EVENTS DID YOU ATTEND?
Hmmm. Jay's basketball game with my tito's... and Mother's badminton game.

30) WHAT WAS YOUR BEST MONTH/S?
September to December. :)

31) OVERALL, HOW WOULD YOU RATE THIS YEAR?
It was liberating.

32) OTHER THAT HOME, WHERE DID YOU SPEND MOST OF YOUR TIME?
In my happy place?

33) CHANGE YOUR HAIRSTYLE?
Oh yeah! Si Mark kasi kailangan yung buhok ko eh, so, ginunting... :) Hay nako, ayoko na magpa-gupit! Dumadami ang boylets ko! Chos!

34) HAVE ANY CARS?
NOPE! Muntik na! Jaaaaaaaakieee! Where's my carrrr?

35) HOW OLD DID YOU TURN THIS YEAR?
20 :)

36) DID HAVE NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION?
Nope.

37) DO ANYTHING EMBARASSING?
Almost. But no.

38) BUY ANYTHING NEW FROM EBAY?
Nah I don't eBay.

39) GET MARRIED?
Nou. ???

40) BE HONEST-- DID YOU WATCHED AMERICAN IDOL?
NOU.

41) DID YOU GET SICK THIS YEAR?
Yeah, I think so. Yeah.

42) BEEN SNOWBOARDING?
Yeah, in Aspen. LOL.

43) ARE YOU HAPPY TO SEE 2007 GO?
OH YES.

44) MEAN OR NICE?
Mean.

45) DEFINING MOMENT OF 2007?
Getting kicked out of pudrakel's house, but, it was G-O-O-D!

Haha!

Alright, this one is fun. I think this game is not new to you, but anyway, the rules are simple; just think of a MOVIE TITLE that you can attach before the phrase: "BETWEEN MY LEGS".

I know you'll think of something! ;)

"I think you're supposed to get shot with an arrow or something,
but the rest of it isn't supposed to be so painful."
... Manuel, age 8

"Love is the most important thing in the world, but baseball is pretty good too."
...Greg, age 8

"No one is sure why it happens, but I heard it has something to do with
how you smell...that's why perfume and deodorant is so popular."
...Mae, age 9

"One way is to take the girl  out to eat. Make sure it's something she likes to eat.
French fries usually works for me."
... Bart, age 9

"Don't do things like have smelly, green sneakers. You might get attention,
but attention ain't the same thing as love."
... Alonzo, age 9 "

When a person gets kissed for the first time, they fall down
and they don't get up for at least an hour."
... Wendy, age 8

"If you want to be loved by somebody who isn't
already in your family, it doesn't hurt to be beautiful."
...Anita, age 8

"I look at kissing like this: Kissing is fine if you like it,
but it's a free country and nobody should be forced to do it."
...Michael, age 8

"Don't say you love somebody and then change your mind ...
Love isn't like picking what movie you want to watch."
... Natalie, age 9

"I'm not rushing into being in love.
I'm finding fourth grade hard enough."
...Regina, age 10

                              Love,
                              Cha and Ezra

                   
                   We love you!
                   (insekta! lol)

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